i want to scream loud enough to disappear. 

i want to scream from the top of my lungs.

i want to scream my pain and fears from me.

i want to scream the sorrow that haunts me day and night.

i want to scream so loud that the Gods and Goddess that live on mount Olympus will hear me.

i want to scream so loud that the people from thousands miles away can hear, but mostly hear the pain in my voice.

i want to scream so loud that those thousands miles turn my scream into a song of finding love and faith.

i want to scream so loud so the person i want to hear me the most can hear. 

i want to scream from the inside of my soul to the air i breathe and hope at the end all my fears, pain, tears will leave me and lift me. 

@ times i don’t even want to be in this relationship. 

jaymug:

I like people who smile when it’s raining.

(via mpolinar)

today i did my make up. it’s hard to show off the eye makeup with my phone camera but here it is. nothing to fancy. i just used a natural color and a bit of shimmering light gold to make my eyes pop towards the corner of my eye.

life just feels like it gets more lonelier. 

Lentil patè @ the commons Chelsea (Taken with instagram)

Dorian’s ready to dig in! Chicken sandwich with bacon poached egg and garlic vinaigrette (Taken with instagram)

Summer is near!!! (Taken with instagram)

Rob “swag of a champion” this is what I get for letting him press the button. (Taken with instagram)

Trying out makeup forever foundation & cheek stain & lip crayon. It’s like it not even there but just a glow (Taken with instagram)